Snow
Pass by me with windless breath; the intake of a winter breeze.
Where are you within the mist? As a bird passes through the trees.
We look; you nod - it's known, there's more to this world then meets the eyes.
A blink, a cry - a tear, and all is still. Time passes by with slow heartbeats.
Where do you wander, without me? You walk away, tail leaving a trail in the snow.
We face away from one another, walking in different directions.
Where will you go? When the Moon is full, when the Sky is bear to the Earth?
A raindrop that melts the snow.
I turn, you're gone. I can smell the pine, lifting up whispers of another time.
Where can you stay? In whose heart will you reside?
I look beside me, where Moonlight peeks through; a spot just for you.
I close my eyes, knowing that you'll be back. Walk away, I say.
Where we stood the rain falls, melting the snow.
*sighs*...things haf been so stressful. i managed to finish my ISU for ENG, and now im taking a lonngggg break. Although...that's not a good things, i shouldnt be "breaking."
but yeah..not only that fri. night keane did his thing again, but this time i didnt react so well, and i got the bump to prove it. (it was self-inflicted damage, not done by him) my bro kinda got into the picture, and then told my mom. so this morning has been deticated to defending keane. seems like my dad thinks keane is on some "power trip" ..........................................................right. and he thinks this when keane is acting normal...........................................@_@ they assume so much about him, always picking out the bad stuff. my mom asks me tonnes of questions about him, and im like, "why the hell dont u just ask him urself" "because i dont want him to think im bitching at him". she replies. well...then DONT SAY NE THING. it's not like i wanna answer all his dammed questions for him. well it may sound like im mad..but im not..im just...frustrated, a part of me knows that if she talked to keane it'd only stress him out more. i just wish they'd open up to him more....i bet he feels like an alien or something. i rlly admire him tho, he's just trying to survive, he's trying to get passed things even tho he knows his chances r low. he's ignoring all the bad things, and working on so many different things at once just to get somewhere in life. he's sacraficed so much....im not surprised he has an "problem" i would haf a problem if i were him.
im suddenly tired T^T
3 Comments:
Hey, *sighs* I hope you two are feeling better, just hang in there...but can I really say that? I mean, hang til how long? Things are always going to be hard, no matter what, how can I even try to cheer you up when I'm also down in the dumps? But rei, something MUST be done. How can ppl better themselves if they dont do anything about it? Indifference is not good, yes...i know. I can talk the talk, but I can't walk the talk...Indifference is my way of life...so i really shouldnt be saying anything...but ah...i don't know what to say...sometimes ppl need space...to get better...i avoid ppl.things...and hey...i'm a lot happier with that....just think about it...wat we talked bout....think bout the future....time is an important part, if you get my drift. But if ure're totally lost...well....eh..
2:11 pm
well we are doing things about it, we're definitly not indifferent to it.
my bro and mom were saying that i gotta be strong, and not cry. altho i think they say that more for them then for me. but ive decided im gonna try doing that. or as my bro said "removing urself from the situation"
altho i did try that, but ne way. we are doing stuff. definitly. and i am hanging in somehow ^^' we'll see...stressful times tho eh.
well somehow, it'll be better.
4:35 pm
thx for replying and sure ill read ur blog :D
8:04 am
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